Kekasih Sejati

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lagu yang cukup menggambarkan aku, Monita - Kekasih Sejati..

aku yang memikirkan
namun aku tak banyak berharap
kau membuat waktuku
tersita dengan angan tentangmu
mencoba lupakan
tapi ku tak bisa
mengapa begini

oh mungkin aku bermimpi menginginkan dirimu
untuk ada di sini menemaniku
oh mungkinkah kau yang jadi kekasih sejatiku
semoga tak sekedar harapku

*
bila kau tlah menjadi milikku
aku takkan menyesal

telah jatuh hati

SO RANDOM season 2

here it is! another so random............

how long will I be waiting to be with you again? i'm gonna tell you that I love you in the best way that i can..

(jonas brothers - when you look me in the eyes)

and there's nothing my heart can do to fight with time and space 'cause i'm still stuck in the moment with you..

(justin bieber - stuck in the moment)

you're better off with someone else. it's for the best. i know it is but i see you. sometimes i try to hide what I feel inside..

(david archuleta - a little to not over you)

my mind is gone. i'm spinning round and deep inside. my tears i'll drown. i'm losing grip. what's happening? i stray from love. this is how I feel..

(rihanna - cry)

everytime i see your face, everytime you look my way. it's like it all falls into place. everything feels right..

(simple plan - everytime)

the silence isn't so bad till i look at my hands and feel sad. cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly..

(owl city - vanilla twilight)

and you brighten up the world with your eyes. and you're so damn lovely when you're on my mind. cause you're the only one..

(a rocket to the moon - if only they knew)

i know what it takes to move on. i know how it feels to lie. all I wanna do is trade this life for something new. holding on to what I haven't got..

(linkin park - waiting for the end)

i've found a reason for me to change who i used to be. a reason to start over new. and the reason is you..

(hoobastank - the reason)

still to be continued.......

Hmm..Bertahan? Haruskah?

hampir 2 tahun rasa ini tersimpan rapat di sini, di hati..

hampir 2 tahun juga harapan ini tergantung..

eh? kok malah SOK berpuitis sih? dasar ga bakat!

well, setidaknya 2 kalimat itu cukup menggambarkan aku. cukup? ga! itu emang bener-bener menggambarkan aku!

udah hampir 2 tahun aku suka sama kamu, dan kamu ga tau kan? bzz kayaknya kamu tau, apa ga mau tau? assh bodo ah!

emang akunya aja kali yang terlalu ngarep sesuatu yang ga mungkin itu terjadi. hah? gimana bisa terjadi orang akunya aja ga nunjukin perasaanku ke dia. ohh #gengsimembawapetaka

eittss bukannya gengsi, aku cuma takut aja kalo ternyata aku bertepuk sebelah tangan. coba kau bayangkan kalo itu terjadi? -_______-"

daaaaann dengan pertimbangan-pertimbangan yang ada akhirnya aku cuma bisa menunggu dan menunggu. menunggu dia datang? oh bagaikan pungguk merindukan bulan (?) kayaknya ga mungkin banget gitu. aaaaaa masa iya sih aku bisa? bertahan. bertahan untuk menanti sesuatu yang 'mustahil'. haruskah? tapi sampe kapan? entahlah........

aku cuma bisa berharap agar hari yang indah itu segera datang..

don't ask me why

hey world, dont always asks me why.
don't ask the reason
don't ask me. just do not.
because every time i heard that question, i just realized that i will never answer that question.
because?
it's simple. i never know the answer. 
and then please, dont ask me how long im gonna be like a human with disorientation condition because of him.
i never know.
i just know.............
that he is not the best in this world, he isn't the perfect one, he's just a little part of this whole world
but..............
he's every single part in myself, he can makes me look at him all the time and i'll never get bored of this
i just know the reason then
because you are everything for me and then..........i love you